Ever Feel So Unuseful?

Have you ever feel so unuseful in life? You meet others and you compare your life with his/her, than you find yourself so far behind. All of your weekness' suddenly appear in front of your eyes. The more you try to proud yourself, the more you find yourself shrunk. If you could "reboot" your life, you would've done it before everybody noticed. All you had in mind is always "I ruined my whole life".

For some people, it could be a reason to commit suicide. Others make it power. Power to fix their own life. Search your strength instead of weakness. Be modest instead of proud. Care to those people who always arround you even when you are down. Be thankful of those who gives you comment. Look forward because if you believe in yourself, nothing can stop you. Free your mind from boundaries. You may be left so far behind others in one territory, but your life has many sides to explore. You are Special, Unique, you are You. Compare with yourself instead of others. Be grateful of this feeling--that you are so desperately live your life--because you never know how beautiful your life at the top without being at the bottom before.

I'm not perfect. I'm still learning to be Me. I still feel unuseful sometimes. But if I remember this thought, I stand up and try to be "The Real Me". Just remember that we all have our own life. We decide which way to go. No matter how awful the road bumps, there is always be smooth road you can enjoy. Don't forget to put a smile in your face. It makes you nice :)